Lost our Appeal

We lost our appeal in the 10th Circuit Court of Appeals. It was a split decision and it went down like I thought it would 2 Conservatives =denial 1 liberal. The lawyers are now filing another brief to bring in front of all 9 judges but living here in this Conservative state that I do I doubt anything is going to happen. I hate being here without my husband. I just missed another on of his birthdays! I just don't understand what kind of place I live in that can tear families apart just because of one small mistake made by a non citizen, legally here working and taking care of his family. Now he is alone his family alone and neither of us are doing too well. People are dying to come to the country but I am ready to get the hell out of here, if it weren't for my children's education I would have left a long time ago. I am very disillusioned I am not the same love my country citizen I use to be. This is my country and I will work to change the laws that did this to my family and thousands more like us.