Day 1345

Anger is consuming me
Anger at my country
Anger at my government
Anger at you
Anger at me
I hate these feelings
I want you here with me
I want my government to let you come back
They do less to a rapist than what they are doing to us
This is not the country I read about in the history books
How can a government or country keep lovers apart
How can a government or country keep a family apart
I don’t think the founding fathers would have gone for that
I feel like I am living in one of the communist countries they warned us about in school
Yet I know I haven’t gone to live in another country
This is still my country
I think
Our kids will not be fooled by the history books
They are living through the governments lies
They are the ones paying for the governments trampling on peoples human rights
Their innocence stolen
By a corrupt bunch of over paid self righteous crooks

Yes I am angry
I am angry that we must fight my government to be together.
Yes I am angry that our kids are hurting
I am angry that they can not be with you
Yes I am angry that my government has taken years away from us
Do you think if one of them had to live like this they could
I don’t think so
I think they would be changing these foolish laws I am angry

I don’t want to be angry anymore
I just want you
I just want our family back
I just want you back
I don’t want to feel this loneliness
I don’t want to feel this anger
I don’t want to live my life angry.
I want to be me again not this person they have made me
I want to laugh again
I want to smile
A real smile
I want the United States government to right their wrong
I want all the fathers back with their kids
I want all the wife’s back with their families
I want my husband back
I am angry
I don’t want to be angry anymore
I just want you
I just want our family back
I just want you back

I am angry
I don’t want to be angry anymore
I just want you
I just want our family back
I just want you back
I don’t want to feel this loneliness
I don’t want to feel this anger
I don’t want to live my life angry.
I want to be me again not this person they have made me
I want to laugh again
I want to smile
A real smile
I want the United States government to right their wrong
I want all the fathers back with their kids
I want all the wife’s back with their families