May 31, 2008

What a hard day today has been and its not even half over.
I spoke to you today, and now I sit here crying, missing and longing to be with you.
The wheels of justice grind very slow.
I feel they are grinding me to pieces.
I try to stay strong for our kids and you but I feel so weak at this moment.
I have never been a control freak but this process going through the courts to get you back is killing me.
Having my families life and future in the hands of judges does not feel good to me.
These three judges don't know me
They don't care about my feelings
The law does not feel, it doesn't have a heart.
I do and my family does it seems unfair that they don't get to hear the voices of our children before they decide if their father can come home and be a father again.