Day 1471
Hi, I hope this letter finds you in good health. I miss you! Waking up this Sunday morning seems lonelier than most. I woke up and you still weren’t laying next to me.
I think mornings without you are the worst. I miss the time we sit in the quiet of the morning and talk. I think when you wake up at four thirty in the morning with someone for years you get to know them very well. I was thinking that all the times I was selfish with you , meaning those times I just wanted to be alone with you . I think that happened to somehow compensate me for these days without you. But to me there is no way to ease the pain of you not being here. I want to make your coffee then I want to just sit and talk to you face to face. Not phone to phone. I want to see the expressions as we speak, I want to see your eyes, I want to see your lips move.
Any way I was just wishing you were here.